Showing posts with label Alok Kumar Upadhayay. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Alok Kumar Upadhayay. Show all posts

Saturday, October 3, 2015

Good Bye - Its Never Easy....

बड़ा नादान है वो.… उसे बिछड़ने का सलीका भी नहीं आता 
खुद को छोड़ गया वो दिल में ही मेरे अलविदा कहते कहते ...
- Alok Upadhayay  

That very first meeting, that wonderful moment when you hugged me,  wrapped your arms around me and rested your head on my shoulder; the awesomeness of the moment, when your lips touched mine for the very first time, our long walks in rain, continuous chatting over phone through out the nights all of these are unforgettable. The way you used to smile, the way you used to look at me with all that love, will remain forever as pristine as morning dew on roses, in my memories.  Your love notes always remind me how much you loved me. The picture of your charming smile keep flashing back in front of my eyes; though I know things will never be the same but …. I just can’t stop myself .. I still love you.. I still yearn for your love. I will never have any regrets in life of loving you… of holding you in my arms of dreaming to be with you forever..till the time I am alive..
There are so many irreplaceable beautiful memories of us and your memories and my love for you will never fade away but the cruel fact remains at its place that memories will be memories only now and forever.

Tuesday, September 29, 2015

मंथन

देखा है तुमने, 
नीचे उतर कर कभी
भावशून्य चेहरे से 
अंतर्मन को, नारी के ...
तूफ़ान है वेदना का 
अविरल चलता हुआ 
झंझावात कोइ 
और संघर्ष विचारों का... 
फिर भी मुस्कुराती है वो 
सबको समेटे हुए
पिरोते हुए एक माला में 
छुपाये मुस्कुराहटों में अपनी... 
देखें कभी भौतिकता के पार 
भावनाओं के मंथन में 
रिश्तों को पनपते हुए 
पलते हुए, बढ़ते हुए 
उसके आँचल में 
संसार को संवरते हुए 
- आलोक उपाध्याय 

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

नसीब - Fate of Love



जिंदगी भर के इम्तिहान के बाद,
 वो नतीजे में किसी और का निकला..

कैसे करूं मुकदमा उस पर उसकी बेवफाई का,
कमबख्त ये दिल भी उसी का वकील निकला..

जिन्हें गल्ती से खुशियों का मसीहा समझ बैठे,
मत पूछ वो इंसान कितना संगदिल निकला..

Friday, August 7, 2015

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

I Would Do Anything to Make You Mine...



Like A Red Rose... Your love is...
So full of your Love... My heart is...

Deep inside my heart... It continues to grow...
Oh My Love, I wish, If ever I could just show ...

My soul awaits for you... Night and day 
I remember that beautiful Moon Lite Night
When We Made our Love by the bay ...

I wish If we could have those nights...
Again in each other Arms

The moment I remember those memories...
My breath and heart get warms ...

If I could see you just one more time...
I would do anything to make you mine... 
                    - Alok Kumar Upadhayay




Monday, July 27, 2015

You Are My Love - The Perfect One For Me

It was one of the finest weekends of June, when I first saw her, approx 100 yards away, she was looking for me in the crowed of Delhi Metro. We had a meeting planned, the first meeting after years of friendship. Yeah !!! Sounds kind of weird but it was. The moment I saw her, there was a rumbling in my chest and mouth was as dry as desert, simply beautiful, the 1st thought I had. From the very distance I could say - Yes, she is the one, the 100% perfect girl for me. 
What will I say, I thought... seems its natural if you are meeting someone after endless chatting on Facebook and millions of texts.... 
We met... we walked...we talked...we smiled and laughed... it has been more than a year and I am amazed how time passed with such a swiftness, holding countless beautiful moments in it. 
Hay special one... Though it had never been a question to think of a particular reason to love you but once you asked to think of it, there are plenty of them and I am still writing them down...
I want to say something to you .... here it is... 




English Translation... 

You're my wishes and Prayers you're
To me, every verse of worship you're

You're in real and in my dreams you're
My beautiful mornings and evenings you're

You are the flowery fragrance of my soul
To me the melody and glass of wine you're

Ask me, if I am unknown to you ....and 
My very existence of my name you're

Might be complex, but who wants to know, 
Stupid heart asks, to me who you'are 

Never wanted to say to you but here it is...
You are my faith and my love you're 
- Alok Kumar Upadhayay 



Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Fifty Shades of Grey - The Short Review

I bought it coz people were talking about it.. naahh.. actually murmuring about it. Now as I am done with Part 1 of this trilogy, I am wondering from where to start.
There is no baseline for the story. The characters, aahh.. the lead characters - Mr. Grey & Ms. Ana, both has got nothing like reality.
Personality of both is confusing.
Oh!! Wait.. it’s a total fantasy BETTER SAY EROTIC FICTION that too written so clumsily and poorly constructed..

The Dialogues are so unreal and boring that it made insomniac like me to feel like to yawn so many times.

Now, about the plot - Well there is no plot at all. So, if you think that its about BDSM (Bondage Domination Submission And Masochism), well it’s not. If you think how childhood abuse can affect s*x life later, again its not. Is it about romance... sorry dear, its again a big nooo.. The message is totally unclear.
About BDSM Its just totally overblown information about it.
So..If you are a person looking for some real story with some meaningful plot or really loving romance then reading this may be a disastrous idea for your expectations.
However, if you are looking for some erotic sex story with a lot of fantasy (unreal fantasy) then definetly its gonna be your sleeping partner...

Review about remaining two will be here soon.

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Attitude For Life

कैद सैलाब दिल में औ, आँखों में मौज़-ए-कश्ती लिए फिरता है ....
बड़ी संजीदगी से वो, ज़माने से जुदा अपनी हस्ती लिए फिरता है ...
देखा सब पर, उससा अजीब ना मैंने कोई शख्श देखा जहां में...
किसी फिदरत सी, दिल में जंग और चहरे पर मस्ती लिए फिरता है ...
- आलोक उपाध्याय

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Safar - The Never Ending Journey

There are times, when we think that we have got nothing but troubles, all we feel like is depression and negativity... a lot of negativity. Seem like there is no way ahead.. its like the end here.
What we generally do ??
Most of the time we get afraid of the situations. Rather than assessing it, we just give up or some other times we say - "I made a mistake, it cannot be undone. I have got no way out !!!"
Trust me friends its the biggest mistake, to get afraid of your mistakes. Its like being handicap.
Don't be afraid because by doing so, you are stopping yourself even when you can move freely and rule the arena. My friend, there is nothing like the perfect situation or perfect moment... things happen, they go south sometimes , but its always better to carry one rather than stopping. They are challenges, face them, move ahead and conquer.
You have the endurance to survive that storm, you can face it. All you need is to make your every effort count and working like its the last task you are doing and the last day you are living. Make it awesome and then awesomeness will follow you.
Everyone of us has that fireball deep within us that can burn that dark desperation. All we need to just give it a blow can bring it to life. Believe in yourself and say to yourself - "I have something inside me, that is far greater than any obstacle. I am incredible and I am not afraid of troubles and challenges."
To move ahead the only must required thing is positive outlook and actions. Do it, and you will be the pillar for others to lean on rather than becoming one from crowd.
Just keep moving... the journey never ends, there is nothing like final goal, becoz every end is a new beginning...Just dare to do ..
This is what I believe in... this is what I live like...


Monday, January 20, 2014

Life - Teaching A New Lesson Every Moment

Often in life, you have to do things with or for the people you don't trust or want to work with .... 
You don't always get to choose who you want to do business with.
But when, devil himself is offering the things you want most, sometimes its good to dance with the devil...

Yeah !!!  This is how I define journey of ....Taking Risk...Survival .... and Moving ahead....

From the Pages of 'Safar-The Journey'
- Alok Upadhayay

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Life - Teaching A New Lesson Every Moment



The world is such a scary place. Sometimes it seems like it has got nothing but anger...violence....and hurt....in its Pandora Box.
It can be terrifying, when you're out there in it.
But if you know where to look for it...
The world also has warmth ...love...and....and...forgiveness.
The world has joy in it....
All you need is to find a place that allows you to experience that joy.
And when you find people, that make you feel safe and loved, like you belong...
You don't walk away from it.

You fight for it...  
Yeah.. that's what life is... Its not just about staying alive. Its about staying lively.

Sometimes, I take it like this... 
"Every job has its problems... and if staying lively is the job with these problems... I would love to fight for it rather than moving away.


- From pages of - Safar-The Journey

Sunday, November 10, 2013

Life - Teaching A New Lesson Every Moment



"You believe that you are in control of what you do, but not of what you think. 

Nothing can be further from the truth! 
Thought is the one thing that you have complete jurisdiction over. 

You have to be responsible for your thoughts, since they are the heart of everything you do."


Sunday, July 14, 2013

Safar - The Journey

As the life move on we move on...sometimes with our loved ones sometimes leaving them behind, no one can deny this fact. The darkest side of this fact is that most of the times one finds himself on such a crucial point where he needs to decide its what or who he has to say good bye...
Yeah, in this journey of life its an irony that we never know what's next. Meeting, leaving behind, chasing, holding...happily...sad.. alone or not... but have to move ahead if its life...
All I think is... if we have to move ahead... then why alone ???  Why in pain of loneliness....lets move together... so what if it will be for a shorter duration... so what if only a few steps... but believe me... it will do nothing but make it some of the wonderful memorable moments....


Safar The Journey
From the pages of Safar-the Journey
By +Alok Upadhayay 

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Safar - The Journey

Not a second goes by when I'm not thinking of you in some way...
I want to see your face...
Feel your hands in mine...
Feel you against me...
But I know that will never be...
I can't get you back...
I move like I imagine the damned do ...cursed...
I feel like it's only a matter of time...
I don't know why I'm writing this. I don't know, what can come of it but I know I can't get you back.
I don't know why this has happened to us.  
I feel like its me...poison within me... As if I've stopped doing this world any real good.
Once more into the fray into the last good fight with this deep dark that I'll ever know.....


Friday, April 19, 2013

Safar-The Journey


We all imagine ourselves the masters of our destiny, capable of determining our own fate.
But in real have we truly any choice in "When we rise?" OR "When we fall?"
Is it evolution that takes us by the hand OR is it science that point our way??
Or does a force larger then we bid us our directions... is it God, who intervenes keeping us safe? 
All these questions keep on rushing in my mind now and then.... mostly when I just want to answer the question..... WHO ARE WE ? 
OR 
Honestly say... "WHO AM I ??
Yeah ! You can say what a weird thought and question I have... but at last its a question and I am looking for the answers. In this quest sometimes I come to strange answers but somewhere deep down there I feel that these answers can lead to next step....
About all these questions what life has taught me is that, for all our bluster, it is the sad province of man that he cannot choose his triumph.
If we talk about the choices, the only one we have is - How will we stand when the call of destiny comes, hoping that we will have the courage to answer that call.....

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Saturday, March 30, 2013

Safar - The Journey... The Quest Begins


Where does it come from; this quest, this need to solve life's mysteries, when the simplest questions can never be answered ...

Why we are here? What is the soul? Why do we dream?

Perhaps we'd be better off not looking at all. Not delving, not yearning. That’s not human nature, not the human heart. That is not why we are here....

Sometimes I think; this quest, this need to solve mysteries; in the end, what does it matter when the human heart can only find meaning in smallest of moments? 
They are here... among us.. the shadows..the light.. everywhere..

If not then still we need to find out... Who we are.... Or just ask yourself...  Who am I ???

-
Alok Kumar Upadhayay

Friday, March 8, 2013

Womens' Day - We Need To Do Alot More To Celebrate It

International Women's Day, a day that celebrates the achievements of women across the world for the them. They, who are the most beautiful and admirable creation of the almighty and his gift to the mankind. 
Hereby, I want to say thanks and show my gratitude to all the known and unknown women for all they did for mankind as Mother, Sister, Friend, Love, Peer... and all the other ways, they have been making the life on this earth beautiful. 
A woman plays an all-enveloping character of a mother, daughter, wife and sister as a friend, nurturer, guide and partner from time to time. Indeed a woman’s essence lies in her innate ability to care, love and sacrifice for the other. Emotional and vulnerable, sometimes erratic, sometimes serene, she displays a wonderful range of emotions from being patient to being extremely courageous in times of crisis.  
What I love most about women is the perfect mix. The ultimate sensuality combined with nurturing, the cute naughtiness combined with caring, the vivacity coupled with quiet understanding. Once I read some beautiful lines about women...you must have read it but still...I would like to share those lines... "A women.. you can feel her in each and every part of your life in different ways.... Her Blessings in form of Grandmother, her Divinity as a Mother, her Passion in form of Beloved, her Dedication as a Wife, her Warmth, as a friend, her Care as a Sister.." 
It's really admirable how they are so wonderfully giving, caring and loving. The love, which is unconditional and forever. I have also experience that no matter how much they been by hurt by someone but once they forgive, they really forget. They don’t dig out the heavy artillery, even when they have the best opportunities to do so.
However, its really an irony that, we celebrate this day only as women's achievements. We must also think of the problems that women sadly face all too often in India and across the world. I'm talking particularly about issues like violence against women and girls, domestic violence and abuse that takes place outside of the home. 
Come lets do it... All we need is to change attitudes and it can be only by working together. Government will do its bit but we all need to do our bit too. So speak out, stand up against violence against women and girls and that's the way we can eradicate it. 
All I can say in brief is - Its only a heart of a woman, which makes her so charming, so sharing, so naughty and so melodious like anything. She is the live image of tenderness, care, and wisdom. No matter what happens.. she is always adorable and admirable. She is always beautiful like butterflies on flowers.... 
On this day. I want to say THANK YOU to all of you... for making the life on earth so beautiful..... Come lets make a difference, think globally and act locally !! Make everyday International Women's Day. Do your bit to ensure that the future for girls is bright, equal, safe and rewarding.
By-
Alok Kumar Upadhayay

Monday, February 25, 2013

Colors Of Life

चंद ठोकरों में ही सम्हल जा ए नादां दिल मेरे …
गिरने पर दुनिया अक्सर सम्हलने नहीं देती … 

चंद ज़ख्मों में ही सम्हल जा ए नादां दिल मेरे … 
बिखरने पर दुनिया अक्सर सिमटने नहीं देती ...
 - Alok Kumar Upadhayay
- Safar - The Journey

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Colors of Life


दास्तां -ए -ज़िन्दगी है ही कुछ ऐसी सनम…. 
मैंने हर पन्ने पर किरदारों को बदलते देखा है… 
@Alok Kumar Upadhayay
Safar-The Journey


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